There are many things inside my head, and what is worst that things keep spinning and switching while assuming that all of them are a priority. Yes, in-fact delay and additional work the works kept on filing, and all of them have a certain level of priority. Despite such assumed values some of them are far more important and must be done earlier. It also requires a different level of adaptation and what is needed to study. Some of those things may also seem important but if scrutinized those are just some of the little things that are not that significant as a whole. Also, those things that were supposed to be important become less important due to those little things that cover the picture. It is like a jar filled with stones and sand, those sand are the small little things that cover the stones, the important ones. The more you shake that jar, the more the stone settles down and sand will deeply cover up just like being shaken by the huge burdens and stress likely from external sources. So, I think giving ourselves a little pause and reflect those most important things is just like pulling out those stones. Make those nonsense burdens be solved for themselves. As a saying goes “Let those little problems bother themselves”.
Tackling the problem is hard when you don’t know where to start but the best way to start is by looking at those problems in a paper. So, writing them would be the best thing to figure out the priority and can focus on that problem before jumping to another problem. Strategizing every step in the process and planning everything is best but sometimes it also creates those small little things. Therefore, it is best to keep it simple and decide also by its priority along with your consideration and attribute. It is also important to see yourself working on the task. The power of imagination within yourself.
Sometimes I feel like I am about to sink into the depths of a bottomless pit where I can find myself. As the saying goes the only enemy that gets the best of you is yourself. Though the thought of making yourself an enemy of your own is ironic. Yes, it goes playing within you, your thoughts, and your emotion are trying to betray one or the other and hurting yourself in the process. The fact that it goes like that does not mean you are the only one in this world have that trouble but the fact that it cannot be shared with others means you are alone in your way inside your life. Regardless of that fact, you can still invite someone who can spectate your journey in life but be careful with those people you choose since some of them are not that receptive and mock you in the process. It is very seldom that someone who can view your problem and support you through any means so if you can have one tressure them. Remember this being with a spectator is not being lonely but still, you are alone with your burdens within you. Those people can give you the best support they can have but still, it is you who will face those perturbed emotions and thoughts. The same beast you are always trying to befriend.
The enemy within yourself is not an enemy but is a contradiction within yourself. Being, like having two people within your head, and from time to time one or the other will take the action that you are about to commit regardless of the good or bad consequences. Therefore, I say a third wheel inside your head is important to balance the ever-unending arguments between the two contradictions and create common grounds for everyone inside. It is like being one who is logical and shows proof while the other one shows no thoughts and is as clear as day that it can be controlled and wild if left alone.
A man will cry but being a man does not mean crying with anyone.